update

Had a great vacation with Tony and the 2 oldest grand kids. ❤️ Had some episodes of confusion, but since I wasn't really engaging in higher thinking, I was really ok. Something I'm noticing, I don't have the ability to read like I did. I can't follow longer articles. I lose my attention, or I can't retain the info. I can't figure out which. The other day Tony and I went to lunch. We sat outside because it was a beautiful day. He had to go get napkins. When he came back he asked what I was waiting for. I told him I was waiting for him to say the blessing. He looked at me confused and insisted he already did before he went for the napkins. I still don't remember.... but I said "oh that's right", and started eating.. 

I came back to work last night. My brain swirling is back. I'm a week into the SSRI. I don't feel a difference yet, but it's early.